Alone, it's not easy to be alone, at least not since he left.
He left me alone here to live a normal life, far away from a life with supernatural creatures, away from vampires.
I still not get it how he could leave me here, I mean we were in love, we were soul mates, at least he said that.
If that is… was true, I still don't know until now, but I have the feeling that maybe ´this is wrong, that maybe he lied to me.
I don't know why, but I just got this feeling that there is something out there, waiting for me, something, someone other than Edward.
The pain is not only about him leaving me, okay it's a big part of my being now, but the hardest part was all of them leaving me.
The worst part was him taking my 'whole family' with him, the people I loved, my seconds parents, my best friend, my two 'brothers' and one 'sister'.
Even if said 'sister' hated me, I still miss her with all of them and "HE" was the reason they left me here alone, on my own.
And now it's also his fault that Jake is